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I am leading a hand full of a  life

I am watching My dad leave my for a trip 

I had a netball game on saturday  but dad did not come 

 because the lack of work pilled in the back of his brain 

I thought when he got older his work would die down 

and now, at 11

i realize its never going to happen 

I have seen chloe's eyes go watery as mine did too 

I have heard the panic in mum's to-wen racing us to school on time 

I used to think dad's old painting career would be enough for ever  

alone with mum's job too 

I know he does this for us and 

I know its his job  but i also know its real life and he has to do it 

I don’t know why dad loves carls j but it reminds me of him and the 

times we had as a family 

I detest kids who bully my family 

I hate my when my dad leaves with out a proper good bye 

I love the twilight saga and my family 

I love what ever come to mind 

I used to love chloe as a baby  but she got older a

I’ve lost my grandfather living in California 

I’m looking for a spark in my eye again 

I’m looking for another star in life 

And my heart is a restaurant serving to the public 

by Hannah